A loved one Lost

it was the day of January 16, 2007 when news brokr to me that my dog brandi pasted away due to a tumor in her jaw. it was a sad day a day that felt like doing nothing but sitting there thinking to myself why my dog why. my dog was a cool dog friendly to everyone and meant no harm. she was my dog following me whereever i ventured to because she with me i gave her the attention. the days would go bye but they never went by without me throwing around the tennis ball and running around with her outside. a dog like this was hard to come by. no one made her feel special like i did and to prove that if anyone else was to throw the same ball as i threw she woulndt chase it knowing that it wasnt me who threw it. we got her as a puppy. a puppy that weight 4 pounds and could be held in ther palms of your very hands.she was special and i knew that from the beginning thats why it hurt so bad to let her go. i was not at the house when my parents took her three miles to the animal hospital . i was chilling having a good olde time playing basketball in the yard. it was also one of the few nights i was staying away from home. i wasnt one who spent the night out just because i loved sleeping in my own bed in my own house. i felt bad when the news broke i felt like i had something to do with her departure i felt like if i hadnt been out it wouldnt have happened.it took days and days for me to realize and understand that it wasnt my fought.